Sandra did work with me on my hours, so I am still an employee of Taco Bell. But my new hours don’t start for like another week because she asked me to do 2 more weeks of my current shift while she gets some new guys ready to take my old hours. I kind of hate giving up my hours, but I just can’t do it anymore. It would be a lot easier if I could just work days, then I could have my full time hours without being burnt out or missing time with my family. Also I’m not going to be shift lead anymore since I don’t want to work a lot of hours anymore, but she did tell me whenever I’m ready for that just let her know and we’ll get it done.

I’m sick and it sucks. It started with Serena, passed on to JJ and then to me. I called out Wednesday and Thursday because I just felt like total crap. Plus when you work in the food industry, going to work sick is not a very good idea ya know? Luckily I have tonight and tomorrow off, but Javy is going to Vegas. Do you know how nervous I am about him going to Vegas with his boss all weekend? Seriously, my stomach is in knots, it’s horrible. But I don’t want to be one of those wives that always says no, you can’t go. He knows what I expect anyway, so it should be fine right?

Last Tuesday I put in my 2 weeks at Taco Bell. Unfortunately my RGM was on a one week vacation, and I didn’t know. Today is the day she comes back. I’m nervous to go back to work tonight. I don’t know how she is going to react. The managers that do know about it think that she will work with me on my hours, which is the main reason for my leaving. I never get any time with my family, mostly Javy. He comes in the door and then I’m out the door almost right away and it sucks. We’ll see what happens when I get to work tonight what happens. If she doesn’t work with me then Tuesday will be my last day.

Normally I don’t get the chance to make dinner for Javy and the kids, which I’ve felt horrible about. But yesterday and today I’ve been able to make dinner, or at least start it. Last night was a yummy pasta I got from Rachael Ray’s Big Orange Book. Tonight is going to be green enchiladas. I’m boiling the chicken as we speak, er I mean type? Whatever. I’m also making some uber delicious brownies that I made for Taco Bell’s “Christmas party” last month. They’re called knock you naked brownies. I’m ALL over the mother n wife thing right now lol.

Other than that not too much going on lately, except planning JJ’s birthday party. His 2nd birthday is on the 15th and his party is on the 20th. I made the invitations over the weekend, I just need to get the right paper, print them out and hopefully get them sent/handed out this weekend. The party theme is Yo Gabba Gabba, but nobody we know knows what the hell it is lol. Even the ones with kids JJ’s age! Well they’re going to find out soon. JJ LOVES that show. It’s a unique theme and nobody else we know is going to do it, so I’m happy with it.

Gotta go check the chicken and finish off the brownies :D

Almost time to pick up Serena from her first day at her new school. They get out at 12:30 every day until next Wednesday, fun. At least I don’t have to walk too far in this damn heat. This morning Robert (Javy’s lil cousin) actually did come to walk with us to drop her off. I thought he was joking when he said he would be here at 7:45 lol. Serena’s teacher, Miss Yale, is the same teacher Robert, Jazminee, Miguel and a couple of their friends had for kindergarten. Pretty cool I think.

Back to work tomorrow, oh joy. I don’t want to go to work. Why did they have to give me so many days off in a row? Of course I’m going to get used to staying home lol. I wish we had been able to get me a car so that Javy doesn’t have to take me to work and pick me up. I guess we can still go after he gets off work and check out a couple places. I have been learning to drive his car, it’s a stick, and I’m doing pretty good. The only thing is that his car is hard to turn on so I can’t just take it to work cuz I’ll never get it turned on lol.

We’re getting a puppy Saturday. Javy’s uncle Ruben has one more puppy left and asked if we wanted her. We said sure, all I have to do now is figure out a name for her. Javy doesn’t like Ginger and someone already had a pitbull named Jade so that’s out too. Any ideas?

I don’t have to work until Friday. What am I supposed to do until Friday?

Wednesday is Javy’s 27th birthday, so I think the plan is to go have some drinks with his cousin Vanessa and her fiance Isiah. Also that day Serena starts at her new school. We have to switch her schools because I don’t have a car anymore. We did fix Javy’s car so that he can get to work and he can take me to work, or wherever we neeed to go. But his car has no AC. How can you survive San Diego weather without an AC in your car? It’s hard I can tell you that. So anyways that means that I can’t take her to the other school anymore so I have to enroll her in the school around the corner. At least I’ll be able to sleep a little bit more and get some workout from dropping her off and picking her up. I just have to get my ass over there and get her registered.

I’m also hoping that I can get something done with this site in the next 4 days. (I totally can’t believe I have 4 days off in a row, I’m totally prepared for a call saying Jenn can you come in tonight.) I want to make a layout and get it up, but don’t hold your breath because I’ve said that many times and nothing has happened lol.

Tonight we’re making steaks, baked potatoes, salad and corn. I haven’t cooked in forever because when dinner comes around I have to be at work. So these next few days I’m planning on cooking as well, and I’m excited about it. Maybe I’ll take pics of my beautiful meal tonight, if I remember lol. I need to upload pics to my flickr more often, I did it once and haven’t touched it since. I have tons and tons of pics, and probably stories to go with them, but when I sit down to post I have nothing really to say lol.

Last week Serena was at Javy’s grandma’s house with his little cousins getting her hair done because they love to do that with her. Serena told Jazminee that I don’t want Serena to look like Jazminee because I said she was something…a bad word. So Jazminee’s dad got all mad at Javy because they think I called her a bad word. Nope. I called her ass a hoochie because I didn’t want to say anything worse than that. Javy on the other hand did call her a hoe lol. There’s a lot to back it up, plus her myspace pics don’t help her argument that she’s not one. But whatever she wants to go around kissing whoever she wants and dressing however she wants go ahead, so what happens and where it gets you. I guarantee you won’t be happy with how you end up honey.

OK off to make the salad for dinner.

Lot of drama has gone on between me and Javy in the past few weeks. I was stupid and let’s leave it at that. I’m lucky he still wants to be with me and I plan on making it up to him for the rest of my life.

Yesterday I had the day off, so Javy took the day off as well so he could get some court stuff done and we could spend the day together.We also finally got the house sprayed for ants because it was getting to be ridiculous how many ants we were getting. Since we had to be out of the house for a few hours after they sprayed we went school shopping for Serena. It went nice and smooth too since she is in Tulare with Javy’s mom until tomorrow. We were able to get her clothes that were NOT pink or princess lol. She’s getting so big already, she starts kindergarten on Monday. Seriously? Monday? Already?! We got her a princess backpack and everything else on the list it said she needs. Kids need dry erase markers now, did you know that? I mean why do they need them? Whatever she has some.

When she starts school I’m going to be so tired, it’s not even funny. I’m going to be getting off work at like 1 AM, get home around 1:30, fall asleep at 2. Then I have to get up early enough to get the kids and myself dressed so we can drop Javy off at work, leaving by 7. Then Serena starts school at 8:20. Hopefully I can take a decent nap with JJ while Serena is at school. Tuesdays are gonna suck though because she gets out like 12 or 1 something instead of 2:45. Fun times.If we didn’t have to turn the camry back in (don’t ask) then my mornings wouldn’t be so damn busy, but we did and now I’m going to be sleeping any chance I get lol.

I got a new car on Thursday. I love my Mazda CX7 but it’s too much to pay every month ($600!!) plus it takes premium gas, which is way too much money right now. So we went and found an awesome car, not what I really wanted, but I still love it. I got a 2005 Camry SE V6. Personally I love the color because no one else has that color in the family, it’s like a silvery blue, but a few people don’t like the color. But you know what? I don’t care because I drive it, not them lol. I’ll take pictures later, I would take them now, but Javy took it to work I hate when he does that, it just wastes gas I don’t know why he didn’t take the Mazda, ugh.

Not too much else going on here. My mind is always going crazy about some stuff, so I try to stay busy so I can’t think lol. Other than that just working, 2 more weeks until I am shift lead, which will be great because I’ll get a 50 cent raise. Better than nothing right?

This past week has been crazy. I don’t really want to go into too much detail, but I will say that emotions were all over the place. We were together, seperated, about to be divorced and back together all in the past week. Words were exchanged obviously. But we’re past everything and working on becoming stronger together.

Yesterday I was looking at my videos on myspace and I saw one I haven’t seen in forever. It was Serena saying words she knew how to say when she was about 18 months. I forgot how much she did talk when she was that little. JJ is 17 months now and doesn’t talk. He says ba which depending on how he says it can mean bath or ball and then he says da which is usually when he points at stuff and is supposed to mean that lol. He’s a crazy one that’s for sure. He plays pow pow with Javy too, he socks Javy hard as heck and he just started choking him too. He’s gonna be able to defend himself at least haha.

K well I have to go to work as soon as Javy gets back with my car, which should be any minute now.

i’m super pissed off right now, but i need to post since it’s been a while.

i’m supposed to be at work right now, but javy got arrested. why? i don’t know for sure every detail yet. but i do know it’s mostly because my kids were not in their carseats when he took them to see fireworks. i don’t know for sure why he got pulled over, probably speeding like always. i don’t know why he’s such an idiot. and i really don’t know why i put up with it.

i’m gonna go try to get some sleep, goodnight.

Javy’s coming home today! I’m so excited, I miss him so much. I definately could not be a single mom. So lots of love to all those single moms out there.

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Javy is leaving for Arizona today for work. His bosses have a couple jobs left to finish from their company they had when they lived there. He’s not coming back til Friday :cry:  So I’m going to take my mom to Casa de Pico for a WW (wasted Wednesday lol) since we haven’t been there in a long time. Anyway Javy wants to take the ipod, but we need new headphones I think. While I was looking for some headphones online I found some sweet over-ear stereo headphones ;. Maybe when we finally move out I’ll get some decent ones for when I’m on the computer, hopefully Javy won’t chew the wire on them. Seriously he chews on anything and everything when he’s bored, he’s a like a dog lol. I don’t know why he does it, but he does.

I hope the days go by fast while Javy’s gone. It wouldn’t be so bad if we lived in our own place, but we still live with his aunt and uncle Okay I’m off to see if JJ will go to sleep yet.