I started Breaking Dawn yesterday. I’m a little sad because it’s the last book and I don’t want it to end yet.

Our check finally cleared today. We went to Fry’s and bought a fifty inch plasma tv (we need a new tv and it was on sale) and a wii with some extras. I love the wii already and we’ve only been playing for about an hour and a half. Any ideas for some games?

Everyone’s all better *knock on wood* Thank God, I don’t know if I could take anymore vomit all over me.

H&R Block called on Saturday, our check was ready for pick up. Of course JJ was sleeping so we had to wait even longer to leave. When we finally got the check and Javy ran inside the bank to deposit it, do you know what they said? They said that the check is going to be on hold until Wednesday. WEDNESDAY! What the hell? We got $100 of it but that’s it until Wednesday. I want that money right now so bad, it’s not even funny. I’ve been itching to go shopping. There’s so much I want and need, I don’t even know where to start.

Today I was forced to think about a lot of things that I’ve been ignoring. I don’t want to think about them. I wish they would just disappear or fix themselves like magic, anyone got a good spell I could use lol. I hate that things haven’t turned out the way I always imagined them, not even close. I hope things work out, for everyone involved. I know this may not make sense, but I don’t feel like explaining it all right now. I think I’ll go to bed instead.

This has been a kind of long week.

I finished Twlight on Monday, started New Moon and then finished it yesterday. LOVE these books, can’t wait to get the next two tonight.

Saturday Serena spent the night at my mom’s house with my nephew, Matheu. Sometime during the night Serena and Matheu both ended up throwing up. Serena kept it up periodically, he just had the one time. So I ended up picking her up at eight in the morning on Sunday. She was sick all day, didn’t eat anything, just drank 7up. Monday she woke up fine, but I was glad there was no school because she would have stayed home anyway. JJ on the other hand had gotten sick apparently because when I was breastfeeding him after their bath he threw up all over me and the bed, nice. I started my week long laundry right after I got us both cleaned up. He kept throwing up all day, even though he didn’t eat anything. He slept a lot as well, so I was able to read Twilight :smile: which was nice. I think we both went thru like three sets of clothes that day. Sometime during that day I started feeling queasy as well, the only difference is I didn’t throw up, it (sorry for tmi) went the other way. Tuesday was more of the same for JJ and me, but I had my mom there to help since I didn’t feel well either. Wednesday I was better but JJ wasn’t. He was keeping more down, but still throwing up or exploding in his diaper (nice visual eh?).  I called about my medi-cal and got everything figured out so I was able to get him to the doctor yesterday. Apparently the stomach flu is going around, and will continue to float around til May. JJ seems a lot better today, no vomitting yet *cross fingers*. Ruben (Javy’s uncle) is sick though, I feel bad about that. Everyone in this house something wrong with them it seems.

Mvoing on, speaking of yesterday, we went to H&R Block to get our taxes done. When we found out how much our refund is, I almost jumped out of my seat screaming for joy. I won’t say how much it is exactly, of course, but I will say that it’s enough to get us on our own again, one way or another. I’m just waiting for them to call so I can pick up our check. The bad thing is that Javy won’t be home til proably after four. I don’t know if I can take the waiting anymore lol.

Well this has turned into a novel, I’m going to go burn a CD before I have to pick up Serena.

I bought Twilight yesterday finally. OMG! I love it. I started reading last night about 10 and had to stop when Javy made me turn off the lights at 1. I read for a couple more hours today while JJ was sleeping. I’m about 250 pages in. I had to buy the 2nd book in the series today when we were at Target.

Speaking of Javy…He is such an ass. He’s at home right now, passed out drunk on my bed. I’m at my mom’s house because I’m too pissed off to be in the same room with him right now. We went to the neighbor’s son’s 4th birthday party after I dropped Serena off at my mom’s to sleep over. I left the party about an hour or so after we got there because JJ was tired and needed a nap. Javy came over a few times to see what we were doing but he was fine. Close to 6 he came in drunk, turned off the lights and passed out. I was so pissed. I mean it’s one thing to drink til you puke or pass out when you’re 21 or something, with no kids. But when you’re 26 with 2 kids already it’s a bit too much ya know? I can’t remember the last time I puked from drinking too much, I make myself stop before I get that far. He’s been doing this kind of a lot lately, I don’t know if I can take it much more.

I’m hoping that if I stay long enough here, when I get home JJ will take his medicine and pass out after eating. That way I can read some more or maybe play some WoW.

Monday was my mom’s birthday, but I wasn’t able to do anything for her. So today I’m taking her to Soup Plantation. What makes it even better is I don’t have to take either of the kids! Javy is actually going to watch them so I can have an hour or so to myself, how great is that? I wonder if he’ll let me go to the store and get my books he promised me while I’m out. He said I could buy Twilight and a cook book. I can’t resist seeing what all the hype is about Twilight. All I have to say is it better be good.

I got a call back from one of the places I sent my resume to the other day.  I hope he calls back for a face to face interview. I really need to get a job. Javy’s uncle’s mother-in-law said she would watch the kids if I went back to work. That was the one thing that I was worried about, daycare is expensive. Yay for relatives lol.

I added the page about me if you want to check it out. I’m getting it up slowly, be patient lol.

It’s up and running. I’m not done obviously, there’s no content, but not bad for not having done this in years. I would finish up now, since JJ is sleeping, but I have to go get Serena in a few minutes. The original layout was made by Scribblescratch I edited it for a kind of Valentine’s day theme since this will probably be up while lol. I’m hosted by Randi thru her hosting site. So a BIG thank you shout out to her

I will try and get more done later if JJ takes another nap, he’s been skipping his second naps lately. If not then hopefully tonight when everyone is sleeping, no distractions.